http://youtu.be/ONXp-vpE9eU

http://youtu.be/ioFG999aOCs

http://youtu.be/ioFG999aOCs

ATL Braves

Just sitting here watching Bobby Cox's jersey number being retired. I wish that you and I could watch this together and talk about the season. It has been strange not having you to talk to about baseball and all that it involves. On top of that, I wish you could watch this grandson of yours grow. I know he would love you. Just as I do. Miss ya pop.

I miss you Brother....

I Miss You Brother...

I have so many things to talk with you about but you are gone...

Well dad, I went up to Marietta and paid respects to Uncle Buddy for you and myself. I'm glad that you had him in your life. I pray that you and he are together. Love you

Happy Birthday Daddy

You would've been 60 today. I miss you. Happy Birthday

Pops,
WIsh you could see little dude. He is starting to give kisses and hold hands. I'm glad though, that you got to hang with him even just a little. Hopefully we'll see you soon. That is my hope. Live long and prosper my father. na nu na nu. love you.

You know Bro... You know...

I miss you Bro...

As time moves on i clearly see....

I miss you Bro...

As time moves on clearly I see.

the last few days have been really strange for me. I have been wanting to call my dad and fill him in on some of the new things his grandson has been doing, but realizing simultaneously that I can't. I'm sure he would love to know that Asher is starting to do kisses. I have also wanted to just shoot the breeze about sports. He was the only person I really did that with anymore. As Donny would say, SUCKS!

Dad loved this and turned me on to it.

Four weeks...  Bro no mo... a memory..

A messenger...

"...in death the power of their bond strangles the surviving heart."

Even in our sleep,

Pain which cannot forget

Falls drop by drop upon the heart,

Until, in our own despair,

Against our will,

Comes wisdom through the awful grace of God.

-- Aeschylus

"One does not get over it does one?  One grows through it..."

uncle 

Damn.... coming on four weeks and I just had a weep....

When someone has been a part of your life since birth, your identity is based on having them there. They form a part of the field or background from which you live your life, and as such, they are essential. They make up part of the unbroken wholeness that defines who you are. This relates to the concept of birth order.  When the first child is born, he or she develops certain characteristics and talents. The children born later will most likely choose other, different, characteristics to develop and to excel in, so they will be different from each other. The first child may become a star athlete, while the next sibling excels in academics.  In doing so, siblings actually loan each other their strengths, and when one of the siblings dies, that strength is lost, and the survivor's identity with it. It takes time to learn how to live your life again. You have to grow within yourself the parts once carried by your brother or sister. You don't "get" over this as much as "grow through" it.


Big Al, no doubt, was a Big part of my life....

Q: How long does the grief last?
A: The beginning part of grief that is so much like an actual, physical illness usually lasts no more than 6-8 weeks. After that, the length of time depends on a number of factors, such as the amount of life space shared with the deceased, the degree of dependency on the deceased, and the number of secondary losses. Secondary losses come about because of the death, which was the primary loss. If, for example, your adult brother dies, and his wife has to move away to get a job or to be closer to her parents, the secondary loss is your nieces and nephews, and your sister-in-law.

I walked in the house to call Bro and tell him about the citation I was issued while Loki and I were at the Park...

"Amazing tradition, they throw a great party for you on the one day they know you can't come."

clickThe Big Chill

missing bro

Missing Bro...  It is this time of day on Friday, Saturday, and Sunday We would ALWAYS chat.  It seems He would always ringl while I was preparing for work.  I purchased a wireless head set for this time of day.

One of Pops favs through the yrs.

Lyrically on point. Hits nail on head. Pops fav tune for about a yr.

A livication to my Dad

Recently, April 2, I played an hour of reggae music to remember my father. These tunes aren't necessarily tunes he knew just tunes that I hope would serve him well. The set list goes like this:

1.Zion Land Ras Michael & The Sons Of Negus
2.On Mount Zion Wingless Angels
3.This Train Bunny Wailer
4.Leaving To Zion Black Uhuru
5.Moving To Zion Johnny Clarke
6.Holy Mount Zion Culture
7.Zion Train Bob Marley
8.Zion Shepherd Solomon Jabby 9.Dear Dad Kymani Marley
10.Wash The Tears Gramps Morgan


If you are interested in a copy of my play list minus my voice let me know.

Missing My Big Brother Big Time....
It was nice to pick up the phone and give him a call or He, I....

Missing Big Al

under construction....

Post any ideas....

Album collection.... rod stewart, newworldson (Sweet holy spirit)

movies  ... bucket list

Boxnet

Happy's Play List Dedication all put in the Digital bucket